I feel horrible.
Hey everybody, due to some unfortunate anxiety, I quit my February2011 blog. Don't ask me why, I simply couldn't handle it anymore. So much stuff is going on and people need to leave me alone. I can't write about that kind of stuff, my happy life and friends, while I feel like this. I have no room or right to be complaining because basically, I have a wonderful life. But I can't. I just can't. Maybe I'll move this blog too. I'm sorry.
february2011
Hey everybody! Okay! So for the rest of the month of february I will be posting to my new blog, : http://www.february2011love.blogspot.com/ so I hope you check it out and like it!!
she knows how i feel
sun in the sky, you know how i feel.when we speak of inspiration
we speak of what inspires us
but do we necessarily speak of what it feels like,
to be inspired?
"feeling good" ~nina simone.
this song has been covered by many an artist.
feeling good. birds in the sky, you know how i feel. have you ever wanted to believe you could fly? then, girrl, you know how i feel.
THE WORD FEEL
what does it mean exactly?
our dictionary tells us: to be aware of something, or the act of touching, or the sense of touch. is this what feel means to you? not to i, said the blogger! FEEL: f. e. e. l. can you now say that out loud for me please? the letters: F. E. E. L. how does that feel. Really?
solve for r
S=L-rL
plus rL
gives you
S+rL=L
subtract S
gives you
rL=L-S
divide by L
gives you your answer of:
r=L-S
___
L
ALGEBRA. since when does it apply to real life?
THE SUN IN THE SKY? she KNOWS HOW i F-E-E-L .
Think Next Time
Sometimes you get something really great. And when you lose it, someone else gets it. And your okay with that, because you had a great time while it was in your possession. But when that someone else abuses that thing. It hurts. Don't be like her. Be yourself. Be true. And be right. Consideration goes a long way. Fear only shows you don't actually care. Why would you do it? I mean really?? Think next time. Actually, some advice, why don't you grow a brain?? Or maybe a heart.?
alexx <3
P.S. new favorite song- Mr. Brightside, ~Killers.
Happy 2011
So, the 20-0's are gone, but as we head into a new year I hope we'll get over it. At 12:30 this morning my family and I went outside to go home...but our car wouldn't start! So we had to get my grandpa to jump it using cables. Great way to start off the new year, no? I thought so. ;)
So: Thanks 2010 for the laughs, the good moments, and the memories. For the times that we laughed so hard we cried. And for the new and amazing people you brought into my life.
And may 2011 only double those funny times!!
Happy new years,
love, Alexx
Merry past Christmas.. :))
Yah. Basically.. ha:)) had a great time with the fam this weekend..three nights in a row.. anyway..hope you all had a great time! I hope you do this next weekend too..Happy New Yearss rightt?? Have a good one :))
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loves, alexx :))
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loves, alexx :))
Quote of the week from a dead person
"Dobby did not try to kill, Dobby simply tried to maim or..or seriously injure." ~Rest in Peace Dobby
All the little things.
-for you being there for me
-for knowing guys and girls CAN be best friends
-for you
-for my bed ;)
-for knowledge
-for plumming :D (thats a biggie)
-for chocolate mint icecream
-for friends.
-for this mac :)
-for my grandma
-for my hands
-for pumpkins
-for ida :)
-for my bestguyfrenn
-for cameras
-for hair straighteners ;)
ANd FOR ALL THE LITTLE THINGS THAT MAKE ME GIGGLE,
SMILE,
&& LAUGH. :D
I hope you all had a great Thanksgivin' .
sometimes i'd juss like to be reminded that...
-birds can fly, i can't.
-i CAN learn to scooba-dive!
....and i WILL.
-love is an important thing.
-i'm an amateur blogger, only mom reads these things!!
-of the weather!!
-friends do in fact, come and go.
-i've got it pretty good.
-we're in the 21st century!!
-i've homework due tomorrow...ehh.
-i CAN learn to scooba-dive!
....and i WILL.
-love is an important thing.
-i'm an amateur blogger, only mom reads these things!!
-of the weather!!
-friends do in fact, come and go.
-i've got it pretty good.
-we're in the 21st century!!
-i've homework due tomorrow...ehh.
I am the one at fault.
(theoretically)
Why does his broken heart still care?
After all i did, he should realize.
But now I find that I care too.
And I don't just care, but I love.
And he loves.
And we should love together, yet we love apart.
And we both ask why?
And it is because I can't.
Though, that is not so because of authority, but it is because of me.
And the tears run down my face as I realize that I am unable.
Unable to love such a great love.
And I am torn.
Why does his broken heart still care?
After all i did, he should realize.
But now I find that I care too.
And I don't just care, but I love.
And he loves.
And we should love together, yet we love apart.
And we both ask why?
And it is because I can't.
Though, that is not so because of authority, but it is because of me.
And the tears run down my face as I realize that I am unable.
Unable to love such a great love.
And I am torn.
birds.
birdies
happy birds, pretty birds
sad, angry, ugly birds
birds that fly up high
tall birds, small birds
fat birds, silly birds
to the "juss kidders, i love 'le birds!"
happy birds, pretty birds
sad, angry, ugly birds
birds that fly up high
tall birds, small birds
fat birds, silly birds
to the "juss kidders, i love 'le birds!"
Halloween nights
Saturday was fun, I got my hair dyed brown! DARKKK brown! It really needed to be changed.
Later that night I had Darlin's mom, Amalia, paint a masquerade mask on my face and off to my house for a party I went! Darlie, Benn, Chase, Garrett and me went trick-or-treating and met up with Jammss, Madds, and Keaton. After some more candy-hunting, we went back to my house to partyharty!! Great night..
Some of my friends, I wont mention names(Chase, Garrett, Darlin), felt like they had to take inventory of their candy..Chase started it and Garrett and Darlin decided they juss hadd to follow along! It was fun.
On Sunday, off to hang with the cousins, I was! I went to Donny's house and hung out with Alex(Alexandar), and Jason, my BUDDS. Love those guys. \
Welp, I had a great Halloween Weekend, I hope you all did too!!
<3 Alexx :)
Later that night I had Darlin's mom, Amalia, paint a masquerade mask on my face and off to my house for a party I went! Darlie, Benn, Chase, Garrett and me went trick-or-treating and met up with Jammss, Madds, and Keaton. After some more candy-hunting, we went back to my house to partyharty!! Great night..
Some of my friends, I wont mention names(Chase, Garrett, Darlin), felt like they had to take inventory of their candy..Chase started it and Garrett and Darlin decided they juss hadd to follow along! It was fun.
On Sunday, off to hang with the cousins, I was! I went to Donny's house and hung out with Alex(Alexandar), and Jason, my BUDDS. Love those guys. \
Welp, I had a great Halloween Weekend, I hope you all did too!!
<3 Alexx :)
What are you to do when your best friend goes missing?
Well...FREAK AND CALL EVERYONE. This is exactly what I did when I got a text from Jamis saying Liz(Madds mum) couldn't find Madds, I text my friends who are her cousins, they had NO IDEA where she was. It turned out that she had juss gone to SLC with Bree(her sister) and forgot to tell her mum!! It freaked us all out though.. hahh :D
Alexx loves
Alexx loves
"I'm Coming!!"
...yells Halloween as it races through the door. It can't reach it's destination fast enough can it?? Well, I guess that's debatable to all those oldies..those people 40 and over..OH WAIT!! Yesterday was Dad's birthday and uhh..he's 40 now!! Wahooo!! I gave him a lot of crap about it..but hey, its all fun and games, right? ..Right?
Anyway, Halloween is on it's way. I suppose our celebrating is on Saturday, of coarse, THIS IS UTAH, isn't it?? Can't wait, really. Gonna go to the Darlie's house to have her mom paint us..YAYY haha. Then imma hang with my peeps till we fall asleep on 'le pavement. Okay, not literally, but c'mon. I remember when I was little..seeing those weirdo teenagers going down the streets and making noise, and juss being plain out C-R-A-Z-E-E, but..wait, that's me now!! Again, YAYY lol.
Can't wait, I hope you guys have fun, ALex..
Anyway, Halloween is on it's way. I suppose our celebrating is on Saturday, of coarse, THIS IS UTAH, isn't it?? Can't wait, really. Gonna go to the Darlie's house to have her mom paint us..YAYY haha. Then imma hang with my peeps till we fall asleep on 'le pavement. Okay, not literally, but c'mon. I remember when I was little..seeing those weirdo teenagers going down the streets and making noise, and juss being plain out C-R-A-Z-E-E, but..wait, that's me now!! Again, YAYY lol.
Can't wait, I hope you guys have fun, ALex..
Quote of the day?
"A dream is a wish your heart makes," ~Cinderella.
-Thanks Kelly, for making me realize.. :)
-Thanks Kelly, for making me realize.. :)
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