Merry past Christmas.. :))

Yah. Basically.. ha:)) had a great time with the fam this weekend..three nights in a row.. anyway..hope you all had a great time! I hope you do this next weekend too..Happy New Yearss rightt?? Have a good one :))
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loves, alexx :))

Quote of the week from a dead person

"Dobby did not try to kill, Dobby simply tried to maim or..or seriously injure." ~Rest in Peace Dobby

All the little things.


-for you being there for me
-for knowing guys and girls CAN be best friends
-for you
-for my bed ;)
-for knowledge
-for plumming :D (thats a biggie)
-for chocolate mint icecream
-for friends.
-for this mac :)
-for my grandma
-for my hands
-for pumpkins
-for ida :)
-for my bestguyfrenn
-for cameras
-for hair straighteners ;)
ANd FOR ALL THE LITTLE THINGS THAT MAKE ME GIGGLE,
SMILE,
&& LAUGH. :D
I hope you all had a great Thanksgivin' .

sometimes i'd juss like to be reminded that...

-birds can fly, i can't.
-i CAN learn to scooba-dive!
....and i WILL.
-love is an important thing.
-i'm an amateur blogger, only mom reads these things!!
-of the weather!!
-friends do in fact, come and go.
-i've got it pretty good.
-we're in the 21st century!!
-i've homework due tomorrow...ehh.

UmBrella


All those rainy days can sometimes be a hue of bright yellow.

I am the one at fault.

(theoretically)
Why does his broken heart still care?
After all i did, he should realize.
But now I find that I care too.
And I don't just care, but I love.
And he loves.
And we should love together, yet we love apart.
And we both ask why?
And it is because I can't.
Though, that is not so because of authority, but it is because of me.
And the tears run down my face as I realize that I am unable.
Unable to love such a great love.
And I am torn.

birds.

birdies
happy birds, pretty birds
sad, angry, ugly birds
birds that fly up high
tall birds, small birds
fat birds, silly birds
to the "juss kidders, i love 'le birds!"

Halloween nights

Saturday was fun, I got my hair dyed brown! DARKKK brown! It really needed to be changed.
Later that night I had Darlin's mom, Amalia, paint a masquerade mask on my face and off to my house for a party I went! Darlie, Benn, Chase, Garrett and me went trick-or-treating and met up with Jammss, Madds, and Keaton. After some more candy-hunting, we went back to my house to partyharty!! Great night..
Some of my friends, I wont mention names(Chase, Garrett, Darlin), felt like they had to take inventory of their candy..Chase started it and Garrett and Darlin decided they juss hadd to follow along! It was fun.

On Sunday, off to hang with the cousins, I was! I went to Donny's house and hung out with Alex(Alexandar), and Jason, my BUDDS. Love those guys. \

Welp, I had a great Halloween Weekend, I hope you all did too!!
<3 Alexx :)

What are you to do when your best friend goes missing?

Well...FREAK AND CALL EVERYONE. This is exactly what I did when I got a text from Jamis saying Liz(Madds mum) couldn't find Madds, I text my friends who are her cousins, they had NO IDEA where she was. It turned out that she had juss gone to SLC with Bree(her sister) and forgot to tell her mum!! It freaked us all out though.. hahh :D

Alexx loves

"I'm Coming!!"

...yells Halloween as it races through the door. It can't reach it's destination fast enough can it?? Well, I guess that's debatable to all those oldies..those people 40 and over..OH WAIT!! Yesterday was Dad's birthday and uhh..he's 40 now!! Wahooo!! I gave him a lot of crap about it..but hey, its all fun and games, right? ..Right?
Anyway, Halloween is on it's way. I suppose our celebrating is on Saturday, of coarse, THIS IS UTAH, isn't it?? Can't wait, really. Gonna go to the Darlie's house to have her mom paint us..YAYY haha. Then imma hang with my peeps till we fall asleep on 'le pavement. Okay, not literally, but c'mon. I remember when I was little..seeing those weirdo teenagers going down the streets and making noise, and juss being plain out C-R-A-Z-E-E, but..wait, that's me now!! Again, YAYY lol.
Can't wait, I hope you guys have fun, ALex..

Quote of the day?

"A dream is a wish your heart makes," ~Cinderella.
-Thanks Kelly, for making me realize.. :)

Christina Perri Sings "Crying"

Life is too short.

Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can. Apologive when you should, and let go of what you can't change. Love deeply and forgive quickly. Take chances. GIVE EVERYTHING. Have no regrets. Life's too short to be unhappy. you have to take good with the bad, smile when you're sad. Love what you got...and always remember what you had. Always forgive, but NEVER forget. Learn from you mistakes, but never regret.

There's Always....

..a little truth
behind every
"JUSS KIDDING"
a little knowledge
behind every
"I DON'T KNOW"
a little emotion
behind every
"I DON'T CARE"
and a little pain
behind every
"IT'S OKAY".

Who Are You?

I for one, am undecided. I have no idea who I am truely, or who I may become. I know I love music, I love to make people laugh, to smile, to 'fall in love'. But of coarse, there are parts of me that..seem incomplete? unsearched? baron? Nobody knows who they are exactly.
Who will I become? I want to become an Interior Designor. A more-loving person. Careful with my words? :) yeah thats a must. I have goals, and opportunities.. Everyone does. Those who feel like they don't, need to grow up and look at the sky and decide to be a less dramatic, unhappy person. :D

Q: What do I live for?

A:the butterflies i get when i see you
your cute side smiles..
the warm embrace of a friend
your arms around me.
the insane things we do
my crazy friends
love
fun
huge exaggerations
music
deep conversations
the smell of rain, or paint
fast cars
indoor wind-tunnels
peanut-butter m&m's
a guy's overly-sized jacket on my shoulders
when you get home and your hair still smells like his cologne
and..you.